i want out of every activity you plan from now on. i used to go along eventhough i hated travelling, and to add on to it with you, because i hadn't a choice, and i wasnt doing anything better anyway, and i always thought "this time it will be different". i have been proven wrong countless times, needless to say. but now, i have to go on one when i actually have stuff going on. that's genius, non-selfish thinking on your part of course. all your "holidays" are the same. nothing about it is fun, or relaxing, or enjoyable. it's all stressful, boring, dull, redundant, and best of all, it's forced onto people, even better when it's at the moment people are most busy. nothing about it can be called a vacation or a holiday. it's all for you and your own "family time" needs. what kind of "family time" is one-sided. you keep rambling on about how i have to not be selfish and go for your shitty holidays with you when in fact you just want me to be there so we can call it a "family outing" for God knows why you want so much of it, when in fact sometimes at these stupid holidays i dont feel part of this damn family at all.
sorry. selfish post.
Fin~
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