lost and found: minds

feeling a little close to useless right about now. couldnt help a friend, feel like i'm losing one, feel like i lost one already, can't be with that one, one's far away,  one's acting weird and i take the guilt i made in my mind on myself, read something simplethat sparked the idea of uselessness in me. at least i can draw and play the guitar in weird awkward ways, cause that helps every situation.

i need to figure out what am i here for.

Fin~