Secrets

there is no such thing as 'only some people can understand' when it comes to real friends.

Sick of all the insincere
Secrets - OneRepublic

Fin~

Player, Playing, Played

UGLY PEOPLE PUT YOUR HANDS DOWN!
Put Your Hands Up - Family Force 5
Fin~

Remnant (The True Colours)

BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
again, all joshua's fault giving.

Fin~

My Funny Friend And Me

i smsed Bro. Phillip to ask him if he has booked the hall for me on the 5th.

he replied and said he would do it for me tomoro.

i said, " you rock la sir. :D "

he said " U keep rocking all the way, 4 Christ, Bryan. "

HAHAHHA, what a cute Brother Phillip we have. :D
Fin~

huh huh huh

that's my new friend, Jack, and his laugh.

El Elyon was good.
im really happy with it.
i got to meet some far off friends, and make new ones too.
plus, a good friend got to know the freedom.
GO GAN, GO! :D

JON AND HOONG were there. :D
Janice and Ryan came too, and they brought along their good friends, May and Jack.
jack has a contagious laugh.
Benny drove them, with his tight shirt. =DDDD
Renee drove with Wee Yen, and Wee Yen sounds more like a cartoon now. Renee is still Renee. :D

i was very happy to meet em all again. GY CAMP is coming, and dude, i am ready to meet them again. XD a very eventful day for my friendship level.

Fin~

Rising To The Plates

so as all you http://www.x4valen.blogspot.com/ readers know, me and my family excluding Sam went to Penang for a holiday.
im gonna breeze through it, cause there were only few photos.

Photo 1: Epic Fail English
some guys house.

Photo 2: VBS in Penang
it was going on when we were there.

Photo 3: Singapore has now merged with Malaysia once again.

as we all know, in the car, there will be lots of nonsense, but this time, without che che, it was

THE SAME.

Natalie: michelle got last! so she gets the bronze! Bronze Kneecap!
note: bronze kneecap is a fictional character from the hit tv series, Fairly Odd Parents.
Me: oh, then i wanna be the Iron Chef.
Natalie: i wanna be the Silver Surfer!
and jan, you are Gold! Golden Retriever!
Jan Jan: Woof woof.

and like everyone thought, " you must've have great food, right? WRONG!
the food wasnt very good. the best thing we had there was KFC on the first day, and it was TINY CHICKEN i tell ya.

we lived in a hotel with a beachside view. it was good, but i didnt like it ovcerall.
but still, i had some alone-time with my girl, Ms. iPod Nano.

Music Review 1:
Best Songs to listen to on the beach, countdown.

5. Home - Daughtry
4. I Believe I Can Fly - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes
3. Island In The Sun - Weezer
2. Good Life - One Republic
1. Get Together Tonight - Adam Kling

if you guys are wondering where'd you have heard the 1st song from, it's from Star World, Monday Night Laughs Advert.

also, our radio in the estima cant play discs/normal music. so we had to search for channels, and here is

Music Review 2:

1. Owl City.
they are a good tech band with a lousy singer. maybe not lousy, but he doesnt belong there. he belongs more in the HSM or Boys Like Girls or Backstreet Boys or any emo genres. NOT tech. leave the tech to the rougher voices, or the ones that alter their voices. eg. 3OH!3, MGMT

2.Ciara.
she spoils songs.
eg. Taking Back My Love - Enrique

3. Miley Cyrus.
she finally said something smart. SHE DISLIKES TWILIGHT AS WELL. GOOD FOR YOU. yay.

all in all, the trip would be better with a camera i guess. i noticed that without my sister around, we dont get photos. time to take up my position.

TOMORROW IS EL ELYON! if you are still blur,
http://x4valen.blogspot.com/2009/11/got-freedom.html
just for you.
long live Mafia Wars.

Fin~

fake dvds

Penang, long live the fake dvds and fake prostitutes.
be back in 72 hours.

Fin~

A Dead Blog's Post (Wake The Dead)

Joshua Lim, http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2009/11/gaaaahh.html:
If ur wondering how i am now it would be a little like tis.......
-Even more sexier than before
-Taller(I tHInk)......gahahahaha
-Hornier(you got that rite)
-Smarter/Stupider(Cant Decide)
-Growing a tummy???(Wonder why??)

hahaha...more when u tune in at joshie juniors blogXD

omg it actually worked. HE IS BLOGGING AGAIN!
Fin~

A Dead Blog's Post (Discordeque Mix)

Tag 1

List out 20 names.
1. Joshua Lim
2. Lilian Tang
3. Elliot Xavier
4. Samantha Ong
5. Ryan Lai
6. Crystal Chin
7. Matthew Tan
8. Janice Lai
9. Alex Yong
10. Lynnette Tang
11. David Poh
12. Renee Koo
13. David Swee
14. Renee Chew
15. Nicholas Shim
16. Rebeckah Lynn Mohan
17. Graham Chin
18. Natalie Ong
19. Stephen Vethan
20. Ong Yoke Pei

How do you know 14?
i just do. HAHAHAHA

What would you do if you had never met 1?
just live a not very eventful life.

What would you do if 9 and 20 dated you?
screw 9 and date 20. XD

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
WOW. incest.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
i bet she thinks that i think that she is. :D

Do you know anything about 12's family?
not really. i think she has a sister.

Tell me something about 7.
a song by Muse.

What is 18's favourite?
her brother.

Who is going out with 19?
i would say me, but that is just wrong. no. 11 la. XD

How old is 16 now?
15 i think. im sorry i dont know. how do you guys keep track of your age in Homeschool? there isnt 1-10th grades. XD

When was the last time you talked to 13?
last sunday when he did ANOTHER card trick. XD

Would you date 1 or 3?
3 is hotter. plus, he has keychains.

Would you date 17?
I AM dating 17. or he is dating me. whichever suits you.

Is 15 single?
nah, he fell in love with himself.

What is 10's last name?
like a piece of metal dropping on the floor, TANG.

Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
suprises you when i say i am. we have 5 kids too.

Which school does 3 go to?
he actually told me via sms that time, just that i deleted the sms alrd. XD

Where does 6 live?
i went there before, i just forgot. AGAIN. im sorry. XD

What is your favourite thing about 5?
he likes potatoes too.

Now, tag 8 people.
no one likes doing tags anymore, so when you are bored, help yourself.


Tag 2

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
well, i stole it from joshua, so joshua it is.

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
fwenz.

3. Your five impression of her/him?
Gay
Gay
Gay
EPIC Gay
sexy Gay

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
no love loss between us.

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
"Bryan, i like potatoes too".

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
Die.

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
dont be gay, and everything will be fine.

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
call him Gay.

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
refer to question 7.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Hug him and carry him cause he rocks.

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
Gay.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
"OMG, his friend is that GAY?"

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
im more agressive now. i find it quite good.
besides that, im not proud, im just confident. :D

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
nothing much. i threw away what i hated long ago.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
i rather be me right now.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
iz lovez youz + potatoez.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
(forget the sentimental stuff, i just tag you guys)

1) Jonathan Joseph Fernandez
2) Lim Hoong Woei
3) Zulkifli Chandra
4) Samuel Wong
5) Wong Jing Jie
6) Aubrey Carlos
7) Leila May Nair
8) Cheyenne Lim
9) Sharon Quak
10) Jananee

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
no.7.

19. Is no.9 is a male or female?
female. no.. male. somewhere in between. i cant decide on the eyebrows.

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
They Are, it seems good so far, till the boob-grabbing gets into place, then it's better.

21. What is no.2 studying about?
P Corn.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Thursday, not even before school ended. =(

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
dunno, jason mraz and AAR? (just judging from the blog url)

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
2 sisters. BAHAHAHAHHA.

25. Will you woo no.3?
he is woo-ing me.

26. How about number 7?
she is woo-ing me too.

27. Is no. 4 single?
NO. AHHAHAHAHA.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
wong..?

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
cooing thosay.

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
unfortunately, no. but they do get along. XD

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
I DUNNO..

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
some pornstar.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
i have TRIED, but LOOK AT IT! how can you not epicly fail at trying?

34. Where does no.9 live at?
BUKIT JELUTONG FTW.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
dont know, the colour of water?

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
yehh yehh.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
THE F. epic fail question.

38. What is no.6 doing now?
THE F. epic fail question remix.

well, im at work with not much to do. tags pass the time like no one's business man. Cola Mentos rocks.

Fin~

A Dead Blog's Post

YES, i have been reading your blog, even the old posts Joshua. check it out man.

1. Joshua Lim, http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/03/convent-girls.html: Alvina so darn cute...met her during drama competition...talked wit each other was seating behind her wit yoke ping...so cute la the more i see her the more i like her...she's taking my pillow...she gave me her e-mail and handphone no...then we took some pics together...when were about to go she blew a good bye kiss to me...I MISS HER SO MUCH...cant weait to go Convent again...Frankly speaking they are better than MGS girls..

the ending was damn funny.

2. Joshua Lim, http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/04/im-bored.html: Bryan Ong: Lets see....Big chunk of meat....Has a heart of love,caring,...And FOOd....Great artist(because his drawings of me are always SEXY).TALL,He makes u laugh when he dances,has a very cute sis...Oops out of topic..and overall a good guy and fren..sorry i havent been myself lately but were still family...HEARD THAT BRYAN!A short but sweet article.
Next is Nicks Turn.

Nicks turn never came.

3. Joshua Lim, http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/02/heroesa-new-beginning.html
BIODATA
Name:Joshua lim
Age:15
School:La Salle,Klang
Address:Unknown...
Specialty:Flirt fusion
Status:Hot and LOVIN it
Hero name:Josh Sakaimora
Team:Group leader of the Op team BONGOS....
......SIGNING OUT

WTH is flirt fusion.

4. Joshua Lim, (AGAIN) http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/02/ooolaalaaa.html
(note: you must click on the link to get this joke lie.
cant stand it im just too SexY

MUST CLICK LINK.

5. Joshua Lim, (I know you are sick of him name. just bear with it) http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/01/pure-crap.html

no comment, just click the link.

6. Joshua Lim, http://joshi-junior.blogspot.com/2008/06/my-lifebrokendestroyed-but-lifted-upand.html: "Bryan its because of u my life is more cheerful,dun feel bad cuz we might be better then u in certain things but u have always been the one who has always gave me tat inspiration..so if u see im cracking a joke or i've accomplish something its because u lift me up."

he must've been one emo boy. thanks anyway. XD

damn his blog is still stupid sounding. update la. fill my life with more of your crap la. XD

Fin~

Perseverance

For those days we felt like a mistake,
Those times when love’s what you hate,
Somehow,
We keep marching on.

For those nights when I couldn’t be there,
I’ve made it harder to know that you know,
That somehow,
We’ll keep moving on.

For those doubts that swirl all around us,
For those lives that tear at the seams,
We know,
We’re not what we’ve seen,

For this dance we’ll move with each other.
There ain’t no other step than one foot,
Right in front of the other.

There’s so many wars we fought,
There’s so many things we’re not,
But with what we have,
I promise you that,
We’re marching on,
(We’re marching on)
(We’re marching on).

For all of the plans we’ve made,
There isn’t a flag I’d wave,
Don’t care if we bend,
I’d sink us to swim,
We’re marching on,
(We’re marching on)
(We’re marching on).

We’ll have the days we break,
And we’ll have the scars to prove it,
We’ll have the bonds that we save,
But we’ll have the heart not to lose it.

For all of the times we’ve stopped,
For all of the things I’m not.

We put one foot in front of the other,
We move like we ain’t got no other,
We go when we go,
We’re marching on.

Right, right, right, right left right,
Right, right, right, right left right,
We’re marching on.
Marchin' On - OneRepublic

Fin~

está como matanza su ahijado

Desktop Tower Defense 1.5 and Bloons Tower Defense 3 are really fun.
you get to kill prevent from escaping either:
a) tiny creatures on your desktop
b) Balloons.

HOW FUN IS THAT!

i cant tell you, and even if i could, i cant.
im sorry man, im just not quite there yet.

Fin~

you are my electric girl

it's like how everyone has the freedom of speech, everyone has the freedom of rights and decisions, most importantly choice.

the holidays have just started, and i just realised how packed it's gonna be.
im so excited, yet can alrd feel the tiredness kicking in.
damn i wanna sleep, but i hate sleeping in the afternoons, cause i find it un-productive when you just lay on your bed without doing anything, not even surfing the net or shit, just lying down and doing nothing.
nah, just not for me.

but yet i want to go out and enjoy my days with my friends, but i know that is pretty impossible too, cause of all the stuff gonna be going on..

so many people i wanna meet and talk with.
most of that will happen during 4 days, or should i say 3 nights of GY CAMP.
im planning to be a very reliable team-player this year and be with my group instead of being what people might claim clique-y, and just stay with your bunch of friends and not meet other people or, anti-social, which COME ON, it just wastes your time and money there. well, whatever it is, i'm just going with it at a new perspective.
where were we? oh yes.
3 nights of GY CAMP, more like ONE NIGHT, the last one, to talk with and catch up with so many people. so many people. im gonna be so tired.
with El Elyon and even VBS and some rally AFTER VBS before GY CAMP, and even the small things, like Rangers Carolling which is just one night.
total usage of myself. gonna be dead tired.

but,
somehow i just know it will pay off though.
Fin~

Got The Freedom?

boring holidays?
nothing to do?
no friends?
well we are giving you something to do, and that is
to experience the Freedom in El Elyon, a Youth Rally, open to all Youths.

FYI: Youths are all who are from 0yrs to 99++yrs young.

come and experience Freedom, in a whole new way, The Jesus Way.

Date: 28th November 2009
Place: Grace Klang, Taman Chi Liung
Time: 1:30pm - 6:00 pm
You: Coming
Freedom: Guaranteed

Fin~

epic win planning

went for my sister's awards night thing, and
i have planned how to spend my precious 4 days in GY CAMP alrd. :D
Fin~

ChowJeDis

it has the best beginning.
with the piano and all. XD

this is joyce, and we've known each other for, say, 5 years now? and she is probably still the same size as before. she likes to PRETEND to WHACK people. :D she is now a drummer, and still one of my best friends. i know she loves me. :D

so anyway, had practice at church and was actually better than expected, even with the mat rocker stuff inside. VBS is nearing. pressure.
and my sister tagged me after so long. music tag. :D

The RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Secrets - OneRepublic
"dont care if the critics ever jump in line"

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
America's Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
On Fire - Switchfoot
im hot. :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Campfire Song Song - Spongebob Squarepants
likes camping?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
woohoo! MAT ROCKER!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Without You - Kevin Rudolf
"i dont wanna live this life without you"

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Kansha - RSP
gratefulness.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Show - Lenka
HAHAHAHA, JUST ENJOY FREE SHOW.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
One Foot Boy - Mika
i still have em both, no worries.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
One And Only - Timbaland Ft. Fall Out Boy
"be my unholy, my one and my only"

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Come Back To Me - David Cook
all i can think of is 4 minutes, but who would be lucky enough to get that?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Use SOmebody - Kings Of Leon
"you know that i could use somebody"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Revolve - 30 Seconds To Mars
my life revolves around me.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dont Cha - Hitz.Fm
hahahhahaha. XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Newport Living - Cute Is What We Aim For
"Everyone wants to explore the new girl"

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Mr. Brightside - The Killers
was expecting more of the OneRepublic or The Script area, but okay.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Shino's Theme - Nujabes
it's more of a snowboarding song, but im fine. ill be dead anyway. XD

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Movin! - Takacha
i hate moving. =="

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lovestoned - Boyce Avenue
"i swear that she knows, i think that she knows"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Te Wo Sunaide - Youhna
i like japanese songs! THERE! I SAID IT!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW?
One Last Time - The Kooks
"can i hold you one last time"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Into The Night - Carlos Santana Ft. Chad Kroeger
"Like a gift from the heavens it was easy to tell, it was love from above that could save me from hell"
it was either that nice line from the song, or i would have just typed really bolded MATTHEW.

WHAT IS THE FIRST IMPRESSION YOU GET FROM OTHER PEOPLE?
No Reason To Hide - Hillsong United
the world is open now.

WHAT IS BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW?
Jesus, Lovere Of My Soul - Hillsong United
no, i dont think so..

WHAT DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
Chain - Back-on
i havent kissed.

WHAT DOES YOUR DREAM OFTEN COMPRISE OF?
It's A New Day - Will.I.Am
"been fighting for tomorrow, all my life"

WHAT DO YOU SING WHENEVER YOU'RE IN THE SHOWER?
Shine - Shannon Noll
i did once. its quite catchy.

WHAT WERE YOUR PARENTS' REACTION WHEN THEY FIRST SAW YOU IN THIS WORLD?
Scars - Papa Roach
Damn.

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU?
Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
they're there every sunday morn. =D

HOW ABOUT THOSE WHO HATE YOU?
Fergielicious - Fergie
"come up to me call me stacy *hey stacy* "
HAHAHAH.

IF YOU WOULD BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO CHANGE YOUR COUNTRY'S NATIONAL ANTHEM, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Adding To The Noise - Switchfoot
dunno, really dont wanna go anywhere.

IF SOMEONE LIKED YOU, WHAT WOULD YOU WANT THEM TO TELL YOU?
Thnks Fr The Mmrs (Acoustic) - Fall Out Boy
isnt that usually when we break up?

WHAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE WOULD YOU LIKE TO PUT ON REPEAT FOREVER?
The Real Thing - Bo Bice
the real ones.

WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE DOWN?
Lost Highway - Bon Jovi
usually i just wander around to cool off.

WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU HAD MORE OF?
One Way (I Heart) - Hillsong United
More of Jesus? i got plenty to share too. :D

THINK BACK FEBRUARY, HOW WAS YOUR LOVE LIFE THEN?
Smooth - Carlos Santana Ft. Rob Thomas
it was smooth.

THE PERSON YOU LIKE SAYS THEY LIKE YOU, YOU SAY?
Pick It Up - Planetshakers
pick up the pace, i liked you way before, and NOW you tell me you like me too!?
yay. :D

WHAT'S A FACT ABOUT THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
Get Low - Flo Rida Ft. T-Pain
"shawty had em apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur"
no, i did not kiss a pole dancer, nor have i kissed yet.

WHAT'S THE GREATEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU BY FAR?
She Drives Like Crazy - Weird Al Yankovic
my sister can drive me to church?

IF SOMEONE WERE TO ASK YOU TO BE THEIR GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW, YOU WOULD SAY?
Do What We Did - Fort Minor
lets do it now. XD

WHAT IS THE QUOTATION YOU LIVE BY?
Where The Love Lasts Forever (I Heart) - Hillsong United
"Your mercy found me, upon the broken road, lifted me beyond my failures"

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Someday - Flipsyde
i decided on something else. :D

well, quite a productive wednesday.
tomoro is a new day, with school again.
two days to go. :D
Fin~

All The Right Moves And All The Right Faces

if you look long enough, they all look the same. XD
old comp( the one i use)'s down, so just simply taking from the net.
its friggin funny. :D
Fin~

Waking Up

WAKING UP

it's much more mellow than Dreaming Out Loud, cause most of the songs are instrumental and stuff, but i love it.

Marchin' On - OneRepublic

Secrets - OneRepublic

Waking Up - OneRepublic

besides that, not a very productive day.

Fin~

Dancing In Septembers, Hangover In The Novembers

we have been very stressed.
our friendships are being stretched.
we are getting very pissed.
and to top it off, we have 2 BANDS to work with and perfect.

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
Crazy - Simple Plan

I hate the two band idea.
good intentions,
but epic failz idea.
Fin~

Jeevan, Final Ministry

that is what i heard from my dad's office. very funny this place, the walls are so thin. XD

Shiro's ear got chipped off today.
NO not the whole ear.
a small part of it was cut off, left dangling.
guess who.
not not me.
THE NEW MAID.
she tried to be smart and tried cutting Shiro's hair.
we took him to the vet, half his face and fur all bloody and all.
he was treated, successfully.

he cried and whined for my whole lunchtime with me and my sister and my mom taking turns to nurse him before me and my sister had to go for practice.
it was heartbreaking it was, quite scary as well.

if you sneak upstairs, use the computer without us knowing, and read this post and use the KAMUS to translate all this into BM or whatever it is you speak, i just wanna let you know.
I HATE YOU NEW MAID.

i miss kak timah. =(
Fin~